How many times you are about to say encouraging words to a friend or to a stranger and you stop yourself? How many times are you ready to start a journey that could lead you into all the happiness you wish to attain and you freeze and let go of the idea without hesitating? How many time are you going to denied yourself what makes you happy, joyful, what makes you feel alive?
Jesus said: I have come so you may life and have it in abundance.
What does that leave out? Absolutely nothing! We were not created to suffer, or to lack, or to go through trials and tribulations with our head down and ashamed or afraid of looking up. We were not created to live in guilt, to live in pain or to live a life feeling less than something or someone else. They are moments in my life, situations in which thinking loving thoughts, uplifting thoughts tours me or others have been somewhat difficult. I think we all have those moments, it’s part of being human, I supposed. But I also know of the far greater moments in which I have live my life trusting God and His word, trusting God’s love for me, knowing that God love me right now as much as He is ever going to love me and it is enough, actually it is more than enough.
I tell my boyfriend every now and then, that I am the disciple whom Jesus love. And honestly, I know that to be truth and I do my best to live my life knowing, that, this statement is true to me. But I also know that you, who is reading this simple words right now, are the disciple whom Jesus love as well. I believe that you as well as me have as much grace, power, favor and love from God flowing through you for you and tours you every single moment of your life. God is love and love is sharing, every time you feel like hugging someone, every time you feel the need to say something, to stand for your beliefs. Every time your heart is leading you to go in a certain direction that is God asking you to share all that you have been giving by Him.
When I get to see God face to face, I want my accounts of grace, talents, gifts given to me to be in the negative balance. Because I used up, share, gave all that I was given and even more. To me that is a life well lived. To me that is a life worth speaking of, that is a legacy worth leaving behind for everyone to share and benefit from.
Angel Vazquez
Spiritual Teacher & Musician